Someone had pledge innocent…haha…

Just wanna let people noe bout my side of this story.
I heard bout this ‘rumor’ since 06-07.
From one of the car scenes guy.[reliable source cause they noe her since many years ago.]
And now she’s saying that this ex of her is out to ruin her reputation.
Cause the posts that talks bout her is by a member who just joined the forum.
Date: Apr 2008.
Check out the forum, there are posts from members who joined since: Yr 2004-07.
Liar? I don’t noe. You all think bout it.

Anyway, there was this time that I told her not to be involve with those car scenes people, cause they always spread rumors that this/that girl is any rider etc. etc. , and she told me she always get hurt and cheated etc. .
Her reply to my advise was, "But we haven played enough leh…" [We: Her friend & her]
[note: this was in 2006.]

And there was this once, I was with my ‘kor’ at Dragonfly, I personally saw a sms she send to him was
"I wear until very sexy today, you wanna come fetch me?"
I was laughing my ass off! But yet feel sorry for the guys who has been ferrying her to & fro.
Cause in fact she call them "drivers".
Now we know why she have soooo many different cars on different occasions fetching her/dropping her off.
Cause she might be just msg-ing them, "I wear until very sexy…wanna come fetch me?" [this was ending of 2006/start of 2007.]

And I’ve had a friend whose laptop was being taken by her cause he was silly enough to assume that after having some ‘close interactions’ with her means that they are already getting into a relationship. Thus he trustfully lent her the laptop.
Yet…the next day she didn’t answer my friend’s call/sms-es. And gone was my friend’s lappy.

I mean…why are there soo many people that doesn’t like her?
cause she goes ard messing up people’s r/s…? cause people are jealous of her?
cause…she dun nid to work…yet have lotsa $$ to do $200+ manicures? and afford a $3k necklace from T&Co.?
[Wait..sorry bout the T&Co. it might be fake.]

Well, this are my side of the stories. Maybe you can say some guys are out to get you/ ruin your reputation.
But in the first place, you’re the one who said that you haven played enough.
So maybe this is karma? Cause you’ve played others and now maybe it’s their time to get back?
But den again…Are they ALL so free to combine to ruin your reputation? and what have you done to ALL of them to make ALL of them soooo wanna ruin your reputation?

Disclaimer: I didn’t mention names. It’s out for you people to think who I’m talking about.
If you think this are all crap that I imagined out just to lend a hand in ruining her reputation. SO BE IT.
Don’t bother to leave msg-es/comments that I’m helping people ruining her reputation or help create malicious rumors to ruin her. [anyway, she didn't seem bothered by it so why should you be?]

Danielle’s Kuroi Namida

I’ve decided to use Xanga as my new blog.
Do check it out when you have the time!
= )
And leave me a comment!!
Seeya!

Fell in love with this song after watching Bleach anime.
One of the opening song.
Very meaningful lyrics!

 ~*~ D-Techno Life~*~
Must listen!
Tune is good lyrics is better!
The LIVE version is even better!!!
~*~ D Techno life (LIVE) ~*~
SUGOI!!!!

Here’s the lyrics.

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yokesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healedShoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

tsunaida kimi no te wo

Your hand that I held...

itsuka ushinatte shimau no kanausurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai karahibiku boku wo yobu koe sae karetoki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretattekimi wo mitsuke dasu

Will we lose it someday?I want to protect you and that disappearing smileThe ringing voice that calls me dries outEven if it gets erased by the wind along timeI will find you

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimimou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai demienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru karaima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healedDon't say words like you can't smile or you hate peopleEverything that happens in the unseen future has a meaningSo stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

sabikitta hito no you ni

Like a rusted person

kasanari au dake ga munashikutehitori de ikite ikerutte ittaarifureta yasashisa kotobajyaima wa mou todokanai hodo ni kimi wa uzukidasu

It felt so hollow to just pile atop one anotherYou said you could live on your ownJust with the usual kind wordsYou ache to a point where I cannot reach you

tsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai yasashisa wo motomeDo you rememberitami wo shiru koto de hito ni yasashiku nareru karaDrive your Life

Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindnessDo you rememberBy learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to othersDrive your Life

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimimou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai demienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru karaima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healedDon't say words like you can't smile or you hate peopleEverything that happens in the unseen future has a meaningSo stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

How can I see the meaning of lifekieteku you're the only. . . 

How can I see the meaning of lifeDisappearing, you're the only. . .

kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimimou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai deima wa by and by mie nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru karakesenai kako mo seoi attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de

So you will not break, you distance yourself from meDon't say words like you can't smile or you hate peopleNow it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everythingShoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai kedo

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return

hizunda kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara

Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday

Heard this song ytd at Dragonfly, Yutaki sang it.Kawaii!!!

 "Hirai Ken - PopStar" This link is to Youtube. This is originally by Hirai Ken <<POPSTAR>>.
The lyrics also damn meaningful!
Here’s the translated one.

POP STAR

I wanna be a pop star
and be more to you
I’m lifted from the ground in a daze
A sparkling pop star
I spread my wings and do my magic
just for you

When I’m with you I’m so happy
but then I’m so sad when I’m not
Taking each other’s hands
we run straight into a love affair
I can’t fly to the sky
but I can sing my song of loneliness at night
if that would bring a smile to your cheeks
When I held you close for the first time
It was as if God himself came down upon me
Now my destiny is to be a hero, just for you

*I wanna be a pop star
and be more to you
I’m lifted from the ground in a daze
A sparling pop star
I spread my wings
and do my magic

**I wanna be your pop star
try harder for you
so come here so I can hold you
A sparling pop star
I spread my wings and do my magic
just for you

I want to hide in darkness
and have you pick up me gently
If I’m imporatant to you, 
then hold me tight
I keep walking this road, towards the light
Using my right hand to protect you from pain
so that I can hold you with my other hand

You’re gonna be my pop star
and be more to me
You smile in a daze
A sparling pop star
In your eyes, I do my magic

You’re my only pop star
try harder for me
Hold me, and don’t let go
A sparling pop star
Right now, in your eyes,
I do my magic

As you fall in love
anybody can be anyone’s pop star
As God himself came down upon me
Myy destiny was to be a hero, just for you

POP STAR

Lyrics: Hirai Ken Music: Hirai Ken

I wanna be a pop star
Kimi wo motto
Muchuu ni sasete ageru kara ne
Kirakira no pop star
Hane wo hiroge mahou wo kakete ageyou
Kimi dake ni

Kimi ni deaeta yorokobi to
Kimi ni ae nai sabishi sa no
Ryouhou wo te ni irete
Koi wa hashiri dasu
Sora mo tobe nai boku dakedo
Kodoku wo utau yoru dakedo
Sono hoho ni hohoemi wo ataerareta nara
Hajimete kimi wo dakishimeta shunkan ni
Kami-sama ga boku ni kudashita
Shimei wa kimi dakeno HIIROO

*I wanna be a pop star
Kimi wo motto
Muchuu ni sasete ageru kara ne
Kirakira no pop star
Hane wo hiroge
Mahou wo kakete ageyou

**I wanna be your pop star
Kimi wo gyutto
Dakishimete ageru kara oide
Kirakira no pop star
Hane wo hiroge mahou wo kakete ageyou
Kimi dake ni

Kakushite itai kurayami mo
Kimi wa sotto hiroi agete
Taisetsu na boku nan dato
Dakishimete kureta
Hikari he to tsuduku michi wo aruite yukou
Kizu kabau kono migite wa
Kimi to te wo tsunagu tame ni

You’re gonna be my pop star
Boku wo motto
Muchuu ni sasete yo hohoende
Kirakira no pop star
Sono hitomi de boku ni mahou wo kakete

You’re my only pop star
Boku wo gyutto
Dakishimetara mou hanasa nai
Kirakira no pop star
Sono hitomi de boku ni mahou wo kakete
Ima sugu ni

Koi ni ochitara
Daremo ga dareka no pop star
Kami-sama ga boku ni kudashita
Shimei wa kimi dake no HIIROO

*Repeat
**Repeat

[Go Back]

Everyone agrees that 2007 was a pretty fast year…So many things happened…

Stopped working for my daddy…Working as a free-lance model instead…
Friends come & go…Spending $$ like tap spoilt…dunno where they all flow to…

And

I fell out with my best sister…But we ‘patched’ up eventually…[Sorry unable to acc u like last time...]

Sometimes I wish we could go back to the time n0w of last yr…
It was certainly the best time…[be it whether the memory was good or bad(the crying...)(laughter, fun late night outs...breakfast with 'them', shoppings, dressups...)]

I can’t remember if I mentioned these in my previous blog…
"I remember that I always wait for u to end work…there was a couple of times I went to Marina Sq…and I looked up at ur shop…den my heart sunk…I realised that I missing you like how I miss an ex-bf…I noe this dun sound right…But I seriously dun understand this feeling of mine…I’ve nv missed a gf these much…I was pretty shocked myself…"
"Den I remember him…we went to Waraku for dinner…and everyone was staring…that’s not surprising though…everyone stares at him…
After dinner we went shopping…
He bought a lil dress for his beloved niece…and played with the toys at the shop! kawaii ne…I’ll nv forget that…
He realised that I was freezing…hand me his black furry jacket…so comfy…
den we went over to ur shop…den he left me in ur safe hand and goes off to work…
We joined him at his workplace after that….and as usual stayed on till he ends work…"

…Memories that I’ll nv ever forget…

Anyway enuff bout these memories!
They come and go…
But I’m contented with my life nw!
With my sweet n loving and always giving in to me bf, and his fun loving friends!
MY other sister…[M] missing in action as usual…
Wanna pass her bday present to her also difficult…
haiz…doushoukana…?

Met new friends like JX, LH,ZZ…
Thanks for standing by me!

Xmas is ard the corner again…

Merry Xmas Everyone!

Love ya guys/gals!

Also Realised that some ppl are really good actors/actress…
I’m learning to be one too!
Wait for me…heh..

Fave Anime of the Yr :<<NANA>>
Fave Songs of the Yr :<<Kuroi Namida>>, <<In A Darkened Room>>
Fave Movie of the Yr :(None that left a deep impression on me…)
Fave Taiwan Drama of the Yr : <<Why Why Love!>>

Ja matane! [Until Next Time!]

~*~ [Youtube] Mika Nakashima - Hitori ~*~

[ Very Sad Song...A Song Which I can really relate to...]

Lyrics: Satomi Translation: Jonathan Wu

The streets dyed in crimson red
The shadows on the pavement
That picture of us
Where did it go to?

Silently passing by
In the middle of the season
The only one left
Is me…

Gently
Displaying my weakness
It was possible,
Even though I didn’t think so
It was a
clumsy love [we had]

Just one more time
If the two of us can just return to that time
Without being mislead I
Embraced you
[Please] don’t let go

The night dyed in black
Hugging my knees
I think back upon
The day you came over

Surely I was childish
I didn’t see it [at first]
I say, the name of love is
Understanding

At that time
My chest was pilled up
Even those
Repeated memories
The disolved
Without even a sound

Just one more time
If I can just return to that one night
I embrace your back
When you try to walk away
[And then] I stopped pulling you back…

When I was so selfish
I told myself it was the solution a hundred times
Soon it will be alright
I keep on going, waiting, all by myself

Those painful memories of you
You lived on and found someone to be with
There’s no misery for anyone but me
But even now
I can’t forget [you]

Just one more time
If the two of us can just return to that time
Without being mislead I
Embraced you
[Please] don’t let go

Japanese Lyrics

Lyrics: Satomi Music: Matsumoto Ryouki

Akaku somaru machi de
Kage wo hodou ni
Kaita futari wa
Doko ni itta no?

Sotto sugisatteku
Kisetsu no naka
Nokosareta
Boku dake…

Sunao ni
Yowasa wo miseru
Koto sae
Dekizu ni ita
Bukiyou na
Ai datta

Mou ichido ano toki no
Dutari ni modoreru no naraba
Mayowazu ni kimi no koto
Dakishime
Hanasa nai

Kuroku somaru yoru wa
Hiza wo kakaete
Kimi to ita hi wo
Omoikaesu yo

Kitto osanasugite
Miezu ni ita
Ai to iu na no
Imi

Ano toki
Mune ni tsumotta
Ikue no
Omoide sae
Oto mo naku
Tokete yuku

Mou ichido ano yoru ni
Imasugu modoreru no naraba
Satte yuku kimi no se wo
Dakishime
Hikitomeyou…

Katte na koto da to
Hyaku mo shouchi no ue da yo
Sugu ja nakute ii
Boku wa hitori de machi tsudukeru

Kimi to ita omoide ni
Yorisoi nagara ikite iru
Nasake nai boku dakedo
Ima demo
Wasurerare nai

Mou ichido ano toki no
Dutari ni modoreru no naraba
Mayowazu ni kimi no koto
Dakishime
Hanasa nai

Get to know yourself better

[Tried this quiz from my friend's blog...quite accurate other den the views on education & the right job for me...]

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

~*~ Get to know yourself [Quiz] ~*~

I Love Gatsby!!!

Only b’coz Kimura Takuya is in the ads… = D
Daisuki des!!!

~*~Gatsby Bleach!~*~ [ Youtube ]
Although alot of my friends commented that he looks gay in this commercial…
I disagree!!! He’s bloody sexy!!!
*droolz*

~*~ Gatsby Deodorant’s Ad ~*~ [ Youtube ]
So sexy!!

  ~*~ Gatsby Moving Rubber ~*~ [ Youtube ]
I Can Give You Gatsby! Gatsby! Gatsby!

Thanks To Gatsby for bringing this deliciously good ads to Sg…
Haha…so I can get to watch Kimura anytime on Sg TV!!

~*~Youtube: Nana- Eyes For the Moon~*~

~*~Eyes For The Moon~*~

[English Translated]

We make quarreling voices, once again I mumble in the night
I’ve lost my singing voice, I’m fading away

Demons from the reverse side of kindness are beckoning me
I didn’t have a single intention of hurting you

On this street corner I can’t get used to
I crouched at my tears’ whereabouts

I held up in my arms a mirage of
A face suited to smile
For no reason, I felt I could protect you
Back then

EYES FOR THE MOON

From here I’m walking all alone
We can’t be together anymore
I can’t wait for tomorrow

Now I know they won’t come true
These illusions people named dreams

What I broke must’ve been our memories and your heart…
If I could turn back the clock needle just a little
Was I beside you..

The noise of the night disgraces me
Your sweet voice
The guardrail, a sight in this town, Ah just once more
I want to see you I want to see you

I’m enchanted by this mirage
Pretending to be blind to these wounds
I have to forget, I can’t forget, I wish

I held up in my arms a mirage of
A face suited to smile
For no reason, I felt I could protect you
Back then

EYES FOR THE MOON

[Jap Version]

Arasoi no koe ga suru yoru ga mata kuchi kodoru
Utau koe wo nakushita watashi ga kiete yuku

Yasashisa no uraugawa de akuma ga temaneki shita
Kizu tsukeru tsumori nante
Hitotsu mo nakatta no ni

Narenai machikado de namida no yukue uzuku matte iru

Shinkirou wo daki agete
Egao ga niaitte ita koro
Wake nado naku kimi wo mamoreru ki ga shita
Ano koro

EYES FOR THE MOON

Koko kara wa hitori kiri aruite ikeru yo ne
Mou issho ni wa ikenai
Ashita wo mate nakute

Yume to wakanaerarenai
Hito ga nazuketa maboroshi to shitta

Kowashita no wa omoi dashide to kimi no kokoro datta kana…
Tokei no hari wo sukoshi dake modoseru nara
Soba ni irareta kana…

Yoru no NOIZU boku wo kegasu
Kimi no yashii koe
GAADO REERU machi no tame iki ah mou ichido
Aitai Aitai

Shinkirou ni bakaserarete
Mune no kizu wo minai FURI de
Wasuretakute wasurenai negai

Shinkirou wo daki agete
Egao ga niaitte ita koro
Wake nado naku kimi wo mamoreru ki ga shita
Ano koro

EYES FOR THE MOON

Youtube: Deep and Meaningless

Deep And Meaningless lyrics

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

[Chorus:]
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I’d do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me